I love to hear him laugh – a sound so pure and full of innocence.
I love the way he smells after a long, bubble bath
and how he can’t wait to get into his jammies –
’cause he knows storytime is next.
I love to watch him slumber, his breathing slow and deep.
The peaceful look upon his face, so angelic in his sleep.
I know I have been blessed with the greatest gift a grandmother could ever have.
To spend a long period of time with a grandchild – and relish in his love.
He leaves me on Saturday…and goes back to his new home.
I am happy for this little family, and pray God will be with them.
But I will miss this little fella, and I know my heart will ache.
I break down crying, just thinking of the last time I will
kiss his little face.
Things won’t be the same around here – the quietness will unnerve me.
No toys, no sippy cups, no fuzzy little animals . No cartoons we “just have” to see.
One day I will look back and be able to smile – rather than break down and cry.
‘Cause I will never forget one single moment of this very special time…..
A time when I was his Grammy….and he was mine.
I will be gone away from Blogland for a few days.
I will need time to regroup….readjust…and just plain mourn.
Talk to you soon….Barb
I love you My Little Man!
mbkatc230 says
Barb I know that you are so thrilled that little Cole’s family is being reunited, but my heart breaks for the sadness I know that you feel. Take all the time you need, we will all be here for you when you’re ready. Big, big hugs, Kat
View Commentmovingonlady says
Yes you will miss him and be sad
View Commentafter all you have been so close to him and it is very hard to let go and have a empty house again.
I babysit for my grandchildren when they are infants and I get very close to them but then I have to give them up to daycare when they are 1 year old. My daughters want them to be around other children and I understand but it still hurts. The good thing is tht it is spring time and the plants and good weather will keep you busy. I will mourn with you.
prof en retraite says
Oh Barb…I know that feeling! I was so sad when my daughter and grandson moved out. But I promise he will never forget this time with his Grammy and you will always be special to him! I am sending you a big hug…
View Comment(((((Barb)))))…Debbie
Bo says
Oh, Barb…I so feel your pain, yet joy in having had this time with Cole…I think he’ll be missing you too…but you both have formed an unbreakable bond that nothing will put asunder… I love all of the photos you have shared, but oh my…the last one says it all… 😉 Bo
View Commentkimmcl says
Barb, I know there is nothing I can say that will ease your pain, but just know that Cole will always have those memories of the time he spent with you and you will be that much more special to him because of it. I’ll pray that God will ease your pain and give you strength at this bittersweet time. Love to you, Kim
View CommentLinda says
Barb, I am so sorry. We had our son and family stay with us for 4 weeks when they sold their house and were waiting for the new one to be ready. I know what you mean about the empty house, the sippy cups, etc. May you walk through this new time with greater ease than you expect, and may you have frequent visits to this sweet grandson’s new home. Linda
View Commentsalmagundi says
The tears just flowed when I looked at your pictures, so I can imagine how you must be feeling. Colorado is not that far away – come visit our beautiful country and your special family!! Sally
View CommentLynda says
They do have a way of taking hold of our hearts, don’t they? I never thought I could possibly love anyone else’s children as much as I loved my own, but 7…soon to be 8…little guys proved me wrong. How blessed you are to have had that special kind of relationship with your grandson…one neither of you will ever forget! God bless, Barb!
Hugs~
View CommentSusan S. says
You’ve been such a wonderful part of your grandsons life…..I know you will miss him terribly. And he you…but hopefully he’ll get to come back for frequent and Long visits! Take care and know that I’m praying that you will be comforted and not be too lonely.
View Commentlaurie @ bargain hunting says
Oh Barb, I am in tears. Between your beautiful words and that last picture of that precious little guy crying, I just broke down. I’ll miss you. Come back to Blogville as soon as you can, and in the meantime, know that we’ll be praying for you. laurie
View CommentRobin says
I am so sad. I know this is just killing ya’ll, and him too. I know he is happy to see Mommy and Daddy, but he’s going to miss you so much! But just think how great his visits will be!!
{{{{{HUGS}}}}}
Robin
View Commentmarty39 says
Oh Barb, my heart is aching for you. It is so hard to let him go even though I know you are thrilled that he will be with his mom and dad and they are home safe. He will miss you too, and so will we. You are and will be in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs, marty
View CommentPat says
Barb, my heart is breaking with you and the tears are flowing too. There is nothing any of us can say that will make it any easier for you. What a gift you have been given to have been able to share this special time with Cole. You and Cole will always have a special bond that distance will never be able to take away. We are all here for you to lean on when you need us. And it is okay to cry, we will cry with you and than you can share some wonderful stories about Cole’s adventures in Grammyland.
View CommentPat, your Micasa friend
mishebe says
Oh you r just killing me too. I feel for you.. What a “special” grandma you are . What a special time you had together. I really don’t think he will ever forget it either. You have bonded. A special Bond!! Mishelle
View CommentLdyDy says
Barb…arrgg…I am trying not to tear up here. I too went through something similar… I was so attached to my grandson…and he to me. But…because we are such good and loving grammy’s (or gammy as that’s what he call me), it is going to hurt real bad. Your sitution is a little different from mine…my daughter is a single mom and they were gone out of state for several months. But it was very hard for me…I cried for 2 weeks till I had no more tears. I didn’t think I would stop…but then I did…and suddenly a peace took over. I realized he was doing well and with his mommy. She would send videos, we connected a camera to our computer…we talked on the phone. She did end up coming back..and they live with us again. But I know someday she will have a home of her own, and I dread that day… But my point is that it did get better. (Ice cream helped!LOL) Your little guy will always remember you and your special connection. He is gonna miss you, but heck..thank goodness for airplanes!! I bet you’ll rack up your flyer miles!! Take heart..my hugs are around you…
View CommentRaggedy Girl says
Barb…
Tears and Hugs.
Having had Grand babies live in my home…
I understand.
Roberta Anne
View CommentEnglish Cottage in Georgia says
How wonderful to have his Mommy and Daddy back, but after having my step grandson for a summer, I understand the emptiness which you feel. I have tears thinking of the situation. What a precious little grandson you have.
View CommentTammy518 says
Oh, Barb, I can’t imagine how you’re feeling right now. I know you’re glad that Cole is being reunited with his parents, but I’m sure it’s ripping your heart out that he’s leaving you. Hugs!
View CommentLisa says
Oh, Barb. Sending so much love your way. My heart hurts with you.
Love, blessings, and prayers,
View CommentLisa
Helen says
My heart was breaking for you as I read this ……. please take care of yourself. And the last photo – what a little sweetie he is!
View CommentKathysue says
Barb, my special friend, when you hurt I hurt when you cry I cry.I am saying special loving prayers for you today. There is no easy way to go through this so what ever you need to do just do it. It is your own personal journey that no one can really know how you feel as hard a we try. Just know that there are a lot of people out here that wish we could make it better. You know where I stand and where I am if you need a shoulder. Love ya, Kathysue
View CommentLisa (aka) French says
I have been 900 miles away for almost 12 years and as an only child it was so difficult and even more so on my folks when we took there only granddaughter away too…it’s hard and we still get our moments but boy do we treasure the time we spend together now;) Hugs It will get easier……French;) xoxo
View Commentdarnold23 says
Isn’t being a grandmother just the best thing ever! I’ve just spent the weekend with my grandson on a trip to see Thomas the Train…what a pleasure. Returning him home, I got to see his precious little sister. I am so fortunate to be a part of their lives. But…I miss them terribly when I’m not with them. Prayers…
View Commentlaurie @ bargain hunting says
Just came by to let you know, you’re still in my thoughts and prayers. laurie
View CommentCami @ Creating Myself says
Oh Barb, I can only imagine how hard it is on you…talk about bittersweet emotions! How happy for the family you must be but devastated for yourself.
Like Movingonlady, I have kept all my grandbabies as infants & then they go to day care at about age one. It’s heartbreaking to let them go, even if I still keep them 2 days a week. Hopefully Cole will return for long, lengthy, love-filled visits.
BTW I have gotten my cookbook & am enjoying it…thank you so much! I’ll feature it in a Foodie Friday post soon.
View Commentmarty39 says
Barb, I left you some good info about the cookbook back at the community gathering. It is under the title Deb’s header. I hope you see it. Or email me at marty39@cox.net. Love ya.
View CommentOur really empty nest says
Barb, Sending love and hugs your way. Take your time regrouping we will be right here when you get back! Sue
View Commentmbkatc230 says
Barb, you know how much I love your blog. I’m a fan of your site, so stop by and pick up your “fan” award! Hugs, Kat
View Commentkimmcl says
Hi Barb, Just checkin in to see how you’re doing. You’ve been in my thoughts these past few days. Hope you are okay. Remember to keep looking up!
View CommentYour Blog Friend, Kim
Terrie's Lil' Piece of Serenity says
Barb, I know your heart is aching. My grand daughter live 16 hours away. Yes, it’s dure to military life. I feel like I miss out on so much. At least we have email, phones, etc.. It’s a lot better than it was not so long ago. You can’t hug them. There is nothing that can replace that. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
View CommentHugs, Terrie